Ohayo mina-san , wait is it still early?? well it is 10:08am so its not technically the afternoon yet so yes OHAYO!!!
Yes it looks just like this but much cooler on the inside.
Although it did end up causing me some probs later, I am still grateful for having it.
2. Being a fulltime volunteer at a library!
Although it did end up causing me some probs later, I am still grateful for having it.
2. Being a fulltime volunteer at a library!
So I just kinda want to reflect today on my biggest accomplishments from when I was 17, like a week ago..
Lets start the list!
( Im gonna save the biggest for last )
1. Getting my first car!
Lets start the list!
( Im gonna save the biggest for last )
1. Getting my first car!
So far I've met really cool people and everyone has been sooo nice to me. I feel like part of the family :)
( since I'm not at home writing this I creeped online for pictures of some of them XD )
( since I'm not at home writing this I creeped online for pictures of some of them XD )
And the last one..
Getting out of emotional abuse
(lets explain)
So for like a year and six months I was in a relationship with a person who would always drag me down, suck the energy from me, put down my feelings and tried to come in between my friendships.
I was asked once how I made it for as long as I did, well to be frank it was based on the thought that I could make things work out. But after trying for months and then having to wear a fake smile around the ones who love you the most finally made me realize that towards the end of the relationship I was dead inside.
Its easy to give advice and tell people what you wouldn't do in those situations but when you finally experience it you truly understand.
After trying for the last 9 months to reconcile, beg, come to an agreement with, and bargain, I finally had had enough. I was soo worn out from fighting a pointless battle for something that died along time ago, fighting for something that couldn't be saved. I was drained and felt like I was at my breaking point and when I finally got out of it I was being talked into going back to that by people who only saw the outside apperances and never knew what happened behind close doors. I was ridiculed for making a decision for me and for awhile I was nothing but annoyed but now I just don't care. You need to learn to not care for the words of others who want nothing more than to see you miserable.
At first after I broke things off I was like
Then I was like
Then he tried to talk to me
Now I'm just like
Bye A-hole :) \(*^▽^*)/